You can't put a time stamp on love......

Trying to control love and time, is impossible; people who think that they can control either or worse, BOTH have issues.

I know it would be great if we could decide when, and how long we fall in love, or better yet who we love and put a time stamp that says "in 3 months this will expire"; that would just be great. But things aren't like that, life isn't like that. It would most certainly make life easier. Imagine that, you could say "I'm going to fall out of love of this son of a bitch in 2 weeks". But ohh hell no!!! When the going gets though, your still loving.

Time works the same way.... I learned the worst way, that time isn't a reusable o recyclable resource. You can't control time, you can't waste it, you can't leave things "for tomorrow". We can't leave things like that, tying lose ends, both time and love, we can't leave love for another time, we can't have a feeling and not act on it, that will only lead to self destruction. And I guess that's what's going on with me.... oh well, it's the price I pay, for being me and being stupid. Peace out y'all.

Madonna to Lady Gaga

Madonna: What the hell is a disco stick?

Lady Gaga: You know what it is!!!

To hell with it.....

I'm no longer going to give explinations for not writting frecuently, because it's always the same damn thing.

Moving on, that's the attitude I've been trying to accomplish, but I can't... it's becoming pathetic. I start bulshitting... "ohh hell no, I want nothing to do with him" and 2 seconds later, he has me in the palm of his hand, and he knows it... I've lost my self respect.

It's kind of what out president has done with the Federal Electric Company, by liquidating it, and getting rid of the corrupt unions. But in my case, I can't get rid of my own corruption. All of this under the scheme "it's better to find out, than never know" I've sure as hell done a lot of stupid things, but o well.... at least I know, the problem is that I'm still there waiting.

On the upside, I had a wonderful time last night.... a night full of excess, just the way I like it.